Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Fairyland... you fill his heart and mine.
Realm of dream, tell me, will I ever meet
The one I cherish, somewhere in your valleys?
Can you send me a hopeful sign?
For me to have rest and quietly sit
Relieved and happy to know about these days.
Posted at 01:06 am by bella_estrella
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
I believe...
Beauty and love are the most important things to look for in anyone's soul...
... Because what makes anyone's heart beat is the hope...
... one's beauty and love can eventually merge with others'.
Posted at 09:00 pm by bella_estrella
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So yeah I qualified yesterday...in 6th place. I guess that's pretty cool. But now I am home for a few days until I leave AGAIN. Who's going to miss Christmas with their families? Oh yeah that would be me and Donny. Who is going to be in filthy Paris for their birthday? Oh you're right again that would be me. *sIgHs*...Sometimes I just don't know about my job and all the troubles that come along with it...Sometimes I wish I would have never took Joe up on that offer...Sometimes I wish...Eh what's the use...we don't always get what we wish for.
In other craptastic events...My little brother broke my camera while I was away...Matthew is still with his annoying girlfriend...Tim is still a butthead...Steph is pregnant with twins and won't tell Dave about it because she is playing the "poor me I'm pregnant" card...Kelly is mad at me because I did not get something to her in time...when in all reality that is no one's fault but her own because she did not even tell me about what she needed for Steph's Christmas present until AFTER I was already in Hawaii...AND I told her where she could find what she needed...But did she listen? NOPE, but she will continue to take it out on me. My abuela is pissy at me because I had to tell her I am not going to be here for Christmas, and everyone that was going to come over to my house for Christmas is now upset at me too. I told them they could still gather at my house...it will just have to be without me...Don't even let me get started on the Rockstar. I think he just flat out hates me now...I feel like everytime I call him I am just a big bother and its a TOTAL waste of his time... Andy is pissy at me because I dropped the circuit once again...Along with JJ, Marcus, and DeLong... *Please If I am forgetting anyone else who is craptastically annoyed with me then please just let me know right here and now and leave me a comment*
I think I am going to go running before I have to endure my 8 hour day at the what should be the happiest place on earth, but is more like the death trap this time of year...Hope someone out there is having a little bit more enjoyable day than I....
Later ChickenHeads
Posted at 10:39 am by bella_estrella
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Sunday, December 14, 2003
Yeah so not much to say other than I'm in a craptastic mood, and I really just want to go lay back down...so umm yeah thats all for now.....Later Chicos.
Posted at 03:04 pm by bella_estrella
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Saturday, December 13, 2003
This was at 5 AM Watch My Girl Work It Like It Ain't No Thang!
This was at 7:55 during her second heat. {After the morning gloom had passed} Why do girls find it necessary to change? They can't put back on the same wetsuit...In Stacie's words "It was wet...and yucky..." LOL She's still twerking her thang though... *A*
Posted at 09:35 am by bella_estrella
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Friday, December 12, 2003
So I just got on to check my email and WHOA is all I have to say to this. I do not feel like Mike should have taken this picture...LET ALONE sent it to me to post...LOL...So now everyone can poke fun. I mean honestly lol..Was this necessary????
I didn't think so either...All I have to say is I wish Mike would have told me he was taking this picture..LOL...Maybe if I would have known he was spying on me while I was half awake at 5 AM this morning I would have tried to look less evil...Later Days Kiddies...Later Days...
Posted at 09:31 pm by bella_estrella
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well there's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well there's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
I'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well there's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
Posted at 11:43 pm by bella_estrella
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Tuesday, December 09, 2003
Competition was again postponed today in the Xbox Gerry Lopez Pipeline Masters due to unfavorable conditions. The US$250,000 World Championship Tournament (WCT) will meet again tomorrow morning for a possible start with the Trials division and selection of eight remaining wildcard positions available for the main event.
Strong easterly winds and 4ft (1.3m) waves out of the north direction were on offer at Pipeline this morning, with only a couple of bodyboarders trying their luck at finding anything good. Heavy rain continues to fall on the north shore, creating less than picturesque Hawaiian conditions.
Competition in the Billabong Pro Maui was postponed this morning due to small surf. The final US$60,000 Women's World Championship Tournament (WCT) of 2003 will begin as soon as conditions allow, with another decision made by 7am (local time) tomorrow.
Inconsistent 2ft (0.6m) surf was on offer at Honolua, with sporadic rainsqualls also plaguing Maui.
Posted at 07:24 am by bella_estrella
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