Thursday, December 04, 2003
ALERT THE FRIGGIN MEDIA...I GET HOME...AND SITTING ON MY BED IS A BRIGHT PINK PACKAGE...*Takes A Deep Breath*....I TEAR IT OPEN...OH YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! MY SWEETHEART ROCKSTAR SENT ME TWO POSTERS, A BLACK AND PINK BLOODBAUGHT SHIRT, AND THEIR CD....I AM IN UTTER SHOCK RIGHT NOW...I GOTTA GO CALL THE ROCKSTAR...YAY!
Posted at 11:17 pm by bella_estrella
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Yeah I sorta called in sick...I think its okay though only because I go to work ALL the time when I am on my deathbed...so I am just taking it easy today...Maybe I will go do some more shopping...who knows...
My head is just like killing me. I just got home from picking up mis hermanos from escuela and now I am sitting here with the baby. She is so precious...I just cannot get enough of her. Jenn is "allegedly" going to be home tonight...but I am not going to get my chonies in a bunch if she's not. She and I had a LONG talk last night because she finally returned my phone call and she did nothing but cry and apologize...which is perfectly fine. The girl is going through so much right now...I'm just glad to see she still has her head on straight.
So like I was saying, my head is just super killing me and on top of that I do have a fever. RockStar gave me grief awhile ago for not "sounding" like I had a fever...LoL...How are you supposed to sound when you have a fever?!? Tell me and I will try to work on that one just a tad bit harder :) Matt is exhausted too. We really had a lot of fun last night. He and I have not spent a lot of time together lately and the fact that we got to last night was just awesome. I am a little bummed though...I didn't get to take a picture with Buzz Light Year...I was SO hoping I would be able to though...We took a picture with that weird red dragon from Mulan...I think his name is Mushu...If I spelled that right...I dunno...
Matt has like just crashed and burned onto the couch. Michael is sitting in the rocking chair and I'm chillin in the family room with them, only I've got my back to them because I am on the computer...LoL...Mike just put on POTC so this should be interesting...all of us sitting in here together watching this movie and trying to spit out the lines faster than one another...hehe...
Well lets see what kind of goober comments will be posted now...since everyone and their mother has left one today...LoL...
Oh yeah...I thought this was a cute quote...I'd like to know who said it...
"Its ok to kiss a fool, its ok to let a fool kiss you, but never let a kiss fool you!"
Posted at 03:00 pm by bella_estrella
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Is this not like the cutest boy you have ever seen in your life? This is the same RockStar who claims that I have another "boy toy" on the side. I mean why would I want anything else on the side when I could possibly have this? Man he just does it for me :) He is so yummy! If he only knew how crazy about him I was...*sighs*...
Posted at 12:35 pm by bella_estrella
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Okay so last night was tons of fun. Lauren and I caught up on old times...making fun of Matt and Marisa the whole time. It was so cold, but totally fun. The only thing that sucked was me having to go into the office and handlin some bidness for about an hour...not too much else bothered me. Well, the rockstar did. I swear my hair is gonna turn gray before long...
So on to this mysterious comment...the verdict is in, I have put two and two together, and this is what I have conjurred up...2Hot and the dot dot dot person are one in the same. Same IP address...
...Now here is the most hilarious part...the IP address logged in Phoenix, Arizona. Now a certain RockStar has swore over and over again it is not him, and I believe him, so that just leaves me completely mind boggled because the only other people I know who live in Arizona are family, and they live in Flagstaff. *Sighs* I dunno...
Mr. RockStar was the one to bring it to my attention that this comment was made so I came home and was going to check it but I fell asleep, so I just got done looking at it, and I do not know what to say. I think the RockStar was a bit jealous, well he seemed that way last night when he told me about it. And saying something to the affect of "well someone has been kissing your lips..." HaHa...I WISH!
HOLD THE FORT
Okay this is a bit ironic. RockStar and I had a funny conversation yesterday when I was driving to Disneyland with my little brother and Marisa about being jealous and what not, and he got all pissy when he was telling me about the anonymous comment...LoL...Okay but I was just looking on his band's webpage and look...JUST LOOK:
Date: 11/30/2003
Name: lindsay wright
Email Address: *pRiVaTe*...{It's not mine to give out!}
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Location: North Phoenix
Homepage: None
Comments: Josh, I'm glad you put the link to your website in the email. Your website is really cool! There are alot of really good pictures of you ;) I hope to hear from you soon. *lindsay*
Okay so yeah if I am not supposed to be jealous of that lil comment in his guestbook lol he is KooKooKaChoo! It's so funny...I seriously cannot stop laughing...It's okay for him to get all bent out of shape over a comment, LoL, but he is a RockStar so its okay for girls to be swooning over him and telling him he has good pictures...*SiGhS*...LoL Josh who's lips are you kissing?!?
Enough of that...I am going to go do something other than sitting here. I need to wrap some Christmas presents so Hasta Luego Bebes...
Oh and Tim...No one is stalking me...LoL...Well I hope not...But stop being so hard...You're just a big goober...I know you care like my older brother...LoL...But get over it sweets...I'm fine!
Posted at 10:46 am by bella_estrella
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I used to be SO good at reading people...I could tell what people were thinking, just by looking at them...Especially when it came to muchachos...But now...SHEESH...I am just so lost...
Posted at 05:56 am by bella_estrella
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003
Okay so my husband was just on TV because I placed him in the DVD player and I watched him nonstop for like 3 hours...LOL...Man I am a dork. Anyway...I had fun watching it and picking out Steph and Kell and Me reppin the 562 in that mug...LoL...Other than that...Umm whoever the 2Hot person is...I'd love it if you revealed yourself, beacause I cannot think of who that is...I guess that is all for now...I am going to go study for PoliSci...which means I am going to go turn on CNN...Later Chicos
Posted at 12:40 pm by bella_estrella
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Tuesday, December 02, 2003
My irritation level can only be pushed so much...when will people learn that? I am off to run before I go and get ready for work...
....................but...............................
I cannot stop thinking about him...I don't know how he has such an impact on me. He could do anything he wants now, and I'd still be here waiting for him...This really is not a good sign...
Posted at 01:22 pm by bella_estrella
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Okay so when I said I wanted a list, I was not expecting everyone and their mother to write stuff down...but that is not even a problem. The dillemma is this: Why is everyone writing down things that they can buy themselves lol or impossible things? Britney Spears???? Honestly Tim how am I supposed to pull that one off because lol I am just not your type. Justin, I can deal with the fire truck...but you're 24 years old...what could you possibly want with a fire truck? Matt, you're just cool...You're my brother, of course I'm gonna get you what you want...LoL...I did think that McFlurry thingie looked cool anyway. I think Mike wants the Incredible Hulk Soccembopper Hands...LoL...well if he doesn't then I will just keep them because they are hilarious.
So it is almost 5 am...and I really just did not sleep at all last night. So much on my mind, I just do not even know where to start, or to even know where to begin at to try and sort things out and make it all go away. Part of it is probably because my friend is going to visit me any day now and this time of year, although it is always fun and happy, it still bums me out...*mAjOr SiGh*
I think I am going to go running...Ciao Babes
Posted at 04:57 am by bella_estrella
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These thoughts just sort of came to me...I really do not know why...well I do...But I dunno...I guess I just felt like writing them down...let me know what you think it means...because I am confused!
I know I'm a little neurotic...
A little dramatic,
A little romantic at times,
A little more sensitive than others,
But the moments you loooked at me
I swear the world stopped for us.
I know this is all just in my head...
This is my favorite part.
The part where I get butterflies in my stomach just thinking about you,
And it's so crazy because I don't really even know you.
All I know is when I look at you, my heart skips a beat.
I get this natural high and suddenly the room feels hot.
I remember looking over at you just to see you looking at me,
I've never been so shy in my entire life and I can't just go up to you and say hi...
Because I don't know, I just can't.
Maybe the next time I'll see you...
It won't be in my dreams, you'll actually be here...
This is the best part.
Posted at 02:08 am by bella_estrella
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Monday, December 01, 2003
Aye Yi Yi...3 weeks and 3 days until Christmas. I have yet to learn what it is that everyone wants, so I would appreciate a little bit of a list anytime now...Thanks...
Ciao Bebes
Posted at 10:37 am by bella_estrella
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