Dear Mr. T....
I have not spoken to you in what I want to say would be a good 5 months. You have broken my heart, said hurtful things about me, made fun of me behind my back, made mutual friends choose sides between us and more over the worst thing you could have done {besides cheating} was lied to me. I have been torn over this for too long now, and suddenly out of nowhere you pop up wishing me a belated Happy Thanksgiving?!? And more over, you expect me, of all people to be on good terms with you whenever you call me out of the blue because it fits into "your time". Why can't anything ever be about something other than you and fitting into "your time"? You said you never wanted me in your life, and yet you call...so what does that mean? You know what? Just NO...that is all I have to say. I am still trying ever so hard to get over everything that you have done to me. I trusted you with everything that I had, and everything that had value to me in my heart and look what it got me. I've got news for you Mr. Taylor, I am not what you think. You can no longer sweet talk your way past me and use me like you used to. I will NOT sit around waiting for your approval for me to be happy. Did you ever think that maybe it was for the best that you walked out of my life? That maybe I could actually be moving on, and meeting cool, awesome, SWEET, and CARING people that actually want to know the simple things, like how my day was? Boy do I have news for you. Remembe when you told me no one would ever like me because I was TOO "blah"? GUESS WHAT BUDDY...Someone DOES like me FOR ME, and for the first time in a long time, I can feel with my heart that things are going to be okay, and that this someone IS someone who sticks to their word and won't hurt me. You know Mr. T, I would never wish anything bad upon you like you did me. Infact, I only wish you the best, but I am here today to say that I do not care anymore. For some reason things happen the way that they do, and for the first time I can honestly admit that I am okay things between "us" ended....Because somehow my heart is telling me...the best is yet to come...
Thanks for the "life's lessons" Mr. Taylor...
Now that I have responded to the awful phone call from earlier...I only hope now I can fix what I screwed up with the phone call I MADE earlier when I was at ShoreHouse Cafe...*sIgHs*
Wish me luck...I think I am going to need it...
On a side note...Is it already bad luck if one of his closest friends thinks I'm a liar and cannot stand me?!?!?
Posted at 11:29 pm by bella_estrella
